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I just hope you realize my sincerity. & let me know now whether or not you still want me. I know you’re hurt but you’re hurting me by making me walk alone on a thin line. I just miss you and hopefully you miss me too..
There’s no one to blame but myself. I’m pushy, unfair, and completely stupid. I have nothing else to do but accept my mistake and get through the consequences. It’s hard. I fucked up on a good thing and all I wish for is another chance. I know it’s not going to be easy but I’m willing to make it work.
I just want you to know YOU make me happy. Even though sometimes I don’t show it.. you’re the only guy I want to be with. I have never felt so comfortable with anyone. You know my darkest secrets. You’ve changed me for the better. This past year with you was definitely a memorable one. You’ve showed me and taught me a lot and I’m very thankful for that. I seriously felt blessed that you stepped into my life. All the fighting and arguing didn’t surpass the fact that I just wanted to be with you.
Again, I apologize for my selfishness and my stupidity. I just hope you realize my sincerity and that how I feel about you is real. When you’re ready to talk, I’m here.
At that point where we don’t care how each other feels during a fight cause someway we’ll be back together.
I am srsly tired of giving my all to someone who’s only putting in a quarter of my expectations. The things I would do for him does not sum up the things he would do for me. As much as I want to continue treating you as my king, it’s not worth it if I’m getting treated as your peasant instead of your right hand lady, your queen. Just wish everything could be 50/50.
Can’t be with a nigga I can’t trust. So tiring feeling the way I do when I’m not around him. I just want to be happy. …which clearly, I am not.
OMG I loveee, I mean LOVE when @1oak & @johnchrys_ talk about paintball! I love paintball! #paintball #fuckeverythingelse (Taken with Instagram)
Fuck. It’s not fair. If a guy fucks up or does something wrong, it’s whatever.. easy to forgive and move on. But when the girl BARELY fucks up, it’s like fucking world war 3. Fuck fuck fuck. Especially when a guy gets mad at one thing, the girl gets all the blame… but he does the same fucking shit like it’s cool and just thinks the girl is acting up. WHAT THE FUCK. I am so irritated right now. I fucking hate that shit.
Badass w/ a heart of gold. (Taken with Instagram)